So here I am 37 days out of the hospital and my inhuman psychiatrist claims PTSD is a fad of 10 years ago. The Lexipro pushed me into mania or hypo-mainia and so now reluctantly he is saying I am bipolar but because I hear voices (which I still don't agree with him) he has switched me to Reperidone, an antipsychotic. Also used to treat mainia. Which I feel I still am in after about two weeks. I went to the medications and didn't see this in there. I have read a bunch but I am still concerned that this is a temporary fix and this doctor is just collecting his money and not supporting me in anyway. Parinoid? Who knows. I am so tired of trying. Heavan forbid if I become incapacitated again. As it is I am only able to do one thing at a time. And I am freaking out that I will have to try and go back to work because this doctor doesn't like that I am on disablity and wants to see me back at work soon...Is he out to get me. Thinking. My thinking is all messed up now. Is it real or is it PTSD? I see and understand this balancing act nightmare now. Thanks for letting me vent. I am scheduled to see a new doc in mid April. In the meantime my regular medical doc is great and I may turn to him as the interim doctor until I find another pdoc.
Thoughts on resperidone anyone?
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Patty aka Willing
Thoughts on resperidone anyone?
Happy St. Patty day
Ha Ha
Patty aka Willing