Ah Christmas time, a time for rejoicing, crap its a time for all others to feel great and throw there cares out the window and enjoy the silly season. Why the hell dont my friends realize that PTSD dosent take holidays it wants to stay around and join in and make me the Grinch of the festive season. I cant ignore my symptoms but I have to put my them on hold so every other bastard can enjoy the day. The day will be full of triggers for me i know most of them so i can set my day in advance as to where to hide when the going gets tough. So this year we are having xmas at our place ive brought the green paint i shall be on my best behavior, pleasant kind and courteous. Not a drop of Gods nectar shall pass my parched lips just in case a few home truths come out and make there day uncomfortable. But knowing who i am i shall be ok on the outside, they wont notice anything different about me other that i might use the toilet a bit more often (only place i know where you can have five minutes to yourself) so Merry F---en Christmas to you and your families.
PS; To the bloke who gave me PTSD :up-yours: i thank you, you have given me reason to live, to beat you and to enjoy Christmas and life again also meeting such wonderful people on the forum would of never happened.
PS; To the bloke who gave me PTSD :up-yours: i thank you, you have given me reason to live, to beat you and to enjoy Christmas and life again also meeting such wonderful people on the forum would of never happened.