Hello All,
I have been gone for a while trying to put the pieces back together. I guess bottom line is I am happy to be alive and that through this site and the comments and personal emails I received I knew that I could get help and probably needed medication. I was willing to reach out for help. I didn't want to die I just wanted to be dead and not feeling anymore. I just didn't realize (denial) how bad it/I was.
Anthony, I am a so grateful to have found this site and people who are like me. Until a few weeks ago I thought truly I was the only one. You have saved one life. Thank you a gazillion times over.
I am now on Lexapro and doing intensive primal therapy. Core issue work with a great therapist. The best thing about the hospital stay is that I lost all inhabitions. I am willing to do what it takes because I never want to be where I was on Feb 2 ever again.
Thank you to all of you!
I have been gone for a while trying to put the pieces back together. I guess bottom line is I am happy to be alive and that through this site and the comments and personal emails I received I knew that I could get help and probably needed medication. I was willing to reach out for help. I didn't want to die I just wanted to be dead and not feeling anymore. I just didn't realize (denial) how bad it/I was.
Anthony, I am a so grateful to have found this site and people who are like me. Until a few weeks ago I thought truly I was the only one. You have saved one life. Thank you a gazillion times over.
I am now on Lexapro and doing intensive primal therapy. Core issue work with a great therapist. The best thing about the hospital stay is that I lost all inhabitions. I am willing to do what it takes because I never want to be where I was on Feb 2 ever again.
Thank you to all of you!