Grama-Herc
MyPTSD Pro
Prior to being diagnosised I could never understand why I had no friends. I have been lonely my whole life and now I am completely and totally friendless. I have no outside contact with people at all. I don't think I have ANY social skills. Any time a person gets too close to me or finds out too much about my private life I turn into a bitch and push the person away from me.
When eliminating someone who gets to close I am not very nice. I can be extremely cruel. The meaner I am the quicker the person goes away.
I know that this is not normal, but it is all I know. If someone comes to see me (which is rare) I can't even sit down let alone invite the person to sit down. I can not handle visitors into my space. I get so panicky and uncomfortable when another person is in my home that I simply avoid people, and never invite people to come see me.
If not for the phone and the internet I don't know what my mental state would be.
So now to my orginal question! How does this friend thing work?
When eliminating someone who gets to close I am not very nice. I can be extremely cruel. The meaner I am the quicker the person goes away.
I know that this is not normal, but it is all I know. If someone comes to see me (which is rare) I can't even sit down let alone invite the person to sit down. I can not handle visitors into my space. I get so panicky and uncomfortable when another person is in my home that I simply avoid people, and never invite people to come see me.
If not for the phone and the internet I don't know what my mental state would be.
So now to my orginal question! How does this friend thing work?