Sometimes when I try to sleep at night (not that that happens very often), I see visions of past things, such as the incest, the prison rapes, the suicides, the drugs.
The feeling of overall dread which envelopes my soul is unbearable,
I get up and end up turning every light in the house on, checking the rooms for my father, for anything, knowing that he's not really there, but not understanding why I'm seeking.
Does anyone else suffer this?
The feeling of overall dread which envelopes my soul is unbearable,
I get up and end up turning every light in the house on, checking the rooms for my father, for anything, knowing that he's not really there, but not understanding why I'm seeking.
Does anyone else suffer this?