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Jen93
Last Activity:
Apr 29, 2016 at 8:46 PM
Joined:
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Gender:
Female
Birthday:
May 22, 1993 (Age: 22)
Location:
Canada
Occupation:
Student

Jen93

I'm a VIP, Female, 22, from Canada

No contact gets easier each day. Best thing I ever did for myself. Apr 16, 2016

Jen93 was last seen:
Apr 29, 2016 at 8:46 PM
    1. Jen93
      Jen93
      I'm through accepting limits, 'cause someone says they're so. Some things I cannot change but 'til I try I'll never know.
    2. Jen93
      Jen93
      I'm still fighting this feeling, but I honestly don't know how much longer I can hold on. I feel so horrible and guilty and just worthless.
    3. Jen93
      Jen93
      Guilt bad. I should be getting into trouble right now. Maybe if I got into trouble for whatever it is I thought I did wrong I'd feel better.
    4. Jen93
      Jen93
      Finally wrote in my trauma diary yesterday after avoiding it for nearly a month.
    5. Jen93
      Jen93
      I want to write in my trauma diary. Stupid nausea and headache- what I'm about to write isn't even that bad. :/ Go away defence mechanisms!
    6. Jen93
      Jen93
      Wrote a post I'm really proud of in "PTSD Relationships" section called "The different kind of friends- And what you can do." Check it out?
    7. Jen93
      Jen93
      I think I need painkillers or something for my shoulder. It hurts.
    8. CaringMomma
      CaringMomma
      I'm so sorry that you had to go through that. Usually, children who act out are asking for help, not to be hit. Hang in there, sweetie! I hope that I am correct in thinking that this happened when you were younger! Please, let me know if I am wrong.
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      2. Jen93
        Jen93
        You're right.
        Mar 4, 2012
    9. Jen93
      Jen93
      I deserved it. It SHOULD have been worse.Grateful to her for not hitting me more than that once. I deserved it on more than that occasion.
    10. Jen93
      Jen93
      Just learned the term "bullying" was mild-it was abuse...Teachers emotionally and physically abused me. Thanks Tig for letting me know. >.<
    11. Jen93
      Jen93
      Terrified they're going to hit me. It's irrational, but rational too.
    12. Jen93
      Jen93
      think I've figured out my issue with my tutor. Now how to explain it to her without sounding like a douche?
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  • About

    Gender:
    Female
    Birthday:
    May 22, 1993 (Age: 22)
    Location:
    Canada
    Occupation:
    Student
    Fourth year university student. PTSD caused by
    • emotional abuse
    • physical abuse
    • bullying
    • being a scapegoat.
    And that's all I can really say right now. :O_o:
    I can be funny, outgoing, happy, and say the most random things. I can also freak out.
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