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Kas_Can_Fly
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Kas_Can_Fly

A Very Complicated Onion., Female, from UK

Jump scare of the day: Fast sellotape - I screamed :S Dec 2, 2014

Kas_Can_Fly was last seen:
Jun 1, 2015
    1. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      Jump scare of the day: Fast sellotape - I screamed :S
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    2. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      Just got back from A&E after what can only be described as a flashback induced siezure. My eyes hurt and...Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
    3. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      Watching Ted fro the first time!
    4. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      The problem with kleptomaniacs is they take everything literally...
    5. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      Ouch! Piercings!
    6. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      I feel dizzy at reality. o_O
    7. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      In Portuguese, #PTSD is known as #TEPT or Transtorno de estresse pós-traumático, transtorno translates as disorder or upheaval, I agree!
    8. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      Despite my agnosticism, the statement the Bible makes, that I should bear the sins of my father, is apparently true, but why?
    9. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      And then once more my sight grew firm and fixed. Now upright and again afoot, I scanned intently, all around to view where I might be.
    10. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      Thunder rolling heavily in my head shattered my deep sleep. Startled, I awoke - as though just shaken in some violent grip.
    11. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      I'm not allowed to stay in my room at this psychiatric hospital because their are too many sources for suicide. :S
    12. Ms Spock
      Ms Spock
      Hey Kas Can Fly - hang in there as best you can.
    13. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      I've hit a wall I and cannot pass that wall is no. No to everything. I will curl up until it's no longer no, or it's gone. No, no, no.
    14. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      Not Dead!!! Yet... ;P
    15. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      In permanent panic. I'm shaking so much. Get so bad till I have to sleep but have nightmares, wake up shaking all over again.
    16. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
    17. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      That wasn't living! That was just… not dying! There’s a difference!
      1. Stanley Shi-Yume likes this.
    18. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      The silicon chip inside my head is always switched to overload.
    19. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      Doth mother know you weareth her drapes?
    20. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      That awkward moment when you realise that you've cut off all of your hair... ooops >_<
    21. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      This morning I have I created small farming village & mid-sized port city, with a combined population of around 15500. Quite productive!
    22. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      I sent a list of all the trauma's I remember to my Social Worker on Wednesday. Now someone knows but I'm desperately awaiting an email back.
    23. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      Managed scare, then shortly after trigger myself earlier. I've spent all day trying catch the edge of reality to reel myself back in. *sigh*
    24. therisa
      therisa
      Thank you, Kas, for openly sharing part of your struggle. I know, how hard it is share, when you find yourself, swamped by PTSD and other related conditions. I hoping things, have improved for you.
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      2. Kas_Can_Fly
        Kas_Can_Fly
        Thank you for posting that here, I'm very grateful. I think I don't often realise how much I really find things difficult, it's like because I'm ok for a few minutes here and there and because I lie to myself and those around me and much like an injured animal, pretend I am ok, I don't like to admit that anything really affects me and as a result nothing feels real.
        Aug 16, 2013
      3. Kas_Can_Fly
        Kas_Can_Fly
        Things are better I've been out of the hospital for nearly a month now, I have some better internal understanding, medication which seems to be helping and have regained some hope in the system from which I will receive therapy. I'm not out of the woods yet, but I have reached a clearing. I too hope things get better for you.
        Aug 16, 2013
      4. therisa
        therisa
        Wish I could have better news, for you, regarding myself, but next week, will be very important to me, as I see my nurse-practitioner, concerning my recent slideback and insomnia. Will be posting about it, either in my trauma diary or in the forum, for all to see. Thank you, for keeping me, focus on what is truly important. :)
        Aug 16, 2013
    25. Kas_Can_Fly
      Kas_Can_Fly
      I have an overwhelming sense that I shouldn't be staying with my friend at the moment, it's too much, too soon, I understand why though.
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