I make sure to act "fake" around certain people. I really am determined not to let my family find out until I'm ready to tell them. I don't think it will be soon but I might be able to eventually. Also I kinda like acting like nothing is wrong. It almost convinces me.
I am glad you came. Even listening to others is healing. I know you have a story to be on here. That makes you alot closer to the people here. We actually do get how you feel. If you can or want to, you should make a journal. It will help you and maybe someone else knowing that someone went...
I didn't see something really like this. You can say how you felt today, your past trauma, anything you want that makes you feel a bit better.
I will start with a little about one of my experiences. I was around 11. I was at a friends house and I got a call. It sounded like a fairly older man...
I get that. Everything I tell my mother goes to my father. My father then judges me. He gets angry when I try to be sad. He makes me leave if I cry. So, basically both my parents are out of the question. The best chance I would have telling someone I know would be my sisters. But they are both...
Yeah. I'm not really sure if I am scared of thinking about it, or that someone I know will find it. I am really paranoid about someone finding it. Once my mom found my journal. I was about 11. I barely wrote anything. (Thank the Lord) But she asked me about it. I immediately shut down. I know it...
I am not sure if I want/need a therapist. I dont know if I can talk to someone about it. I can't even write about what happened. Less even talk about it. I do think though if I got to know the person, I might feel a bit better.
I guess I am a step or two behind GreenFrog2. I am terrified to even write down stuff. I am really worried that someone might find what I wrote. I really dont want anyone to know anything. Also good luck. You are really getting better it seems.
Yeah, guns are bad. I remember being 11 or 12 and wanting so badly to get my dads gun, it was blocked though. My mom sat in front of the closet everyday.