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    DID Did ish stuff

    That might be it for me too Swift. I feel like in someways this coping mechanism is a super power! We just have to learn the proper time and place to use it. Lol My T I had who told me about curling into a ball like i was 4 also told me that because I learned to dissociate during trauma I was...
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    DID Did ish stuff

    Thanks guys. No wonder they call it complex! Geesh...shew.
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    DID Did ish stuff

    Well lets just say....it's been going on a while. I guess with another T...I curled up in a ball in a corner and acted like I was about 4...Embarrassing? I had thought it might be a part thing...then my doctor didn't believe DID is a real dx just a severe form of ptsd...then another T started...
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    DID Did ish stuff

    A family member made a comment to me about multiple personality disorder...when I asked her if she thought I had it or something..she just looked at me funny....so I told my Therapist about it...and she said, " Sometimes you do present differently in therapy sessions." I was like what...
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    Somatic therapy

    Yes. I have pretty bad ptsd..but a thyroid problem too. My medical doctor is treating it physically..but... My therapist thinks the nodule might be triggering to me also because I describe it as feeling like someone is constantly choking me...and feel like I am in a constant flight state..with...
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    Somatic therapy

    My therapist is reffering me to a trained professional therapist certified in somatic herapy because a thyroid nodule has me in a constant flight mode. I am curious as to how this works?
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    Poll What Is Your Oldest Confirmed Memory?

    My first memory is when my Father was stationed in Germany too! Riding in a wagon in Germany...bumpy as all get out! My Mom pulled it. A little red one.
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    The highest highs the lowest lows

    Yep. I have ptsd, but my thyroid messes up my mood too!
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    Last time you laughed out loud to tv or movie.

    Yesterday! Momma Mia! I had no idea how hilarious that movie/musical is at times.
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    Other people’s negative opinions about disability & hospitalizations

    I've been volunteering at a school on very part time basis. I am on disability. Today the director of the school was cracking jokes about being on disability. Yesterday an intake worker at a clinic gave me a face about the amount of hospitalizations I have had. First of all.. I do not want...
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    Not okay today, but i will be again.

    I am not okay tonight, but I chose to live. I know my moments will come back to me when I can smile and laugh again freely. My heart hurts, my body is tired, my mind is racing, and my feelings are so very low. I know it's "temporary", but man this sucks.
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    Changing the narrative of my life

    Thanks. I was a bit emotional after typing this up. But I think it was worth it. That was bursting to come out.
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