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What do you avoid at all costs?

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People who futilely try to set me up and sacrifice me to meet their selfish needs, their attempt to gaslight, then point their accusatory self-centered and ego-maniacal finger at me/ others...and throw me/others under the proverbial bus...to fit their needy self-destructive and self-absorbed and self-agenda...for notta!

It nets them notta and exposes them for what they are...dependent and untrustworthy depressed individuals!

And I so loathe those who unhealthily and inappropriately utilize any opportunity to curse, rant on, control others, and manipulate (throw their weight around) in any inappropriate opportunistic situation for their own sadistic and self-grandiose pleasures. Then they are crippled (not free!) to unload some of their ongoing and unattended to hidden but lying just beneath the surface pure uncontrollable rage and their dark unattended depression at/onto others.

I despise opportunistic emotional and co-dependent bottom feeders!
 
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Hmmmm....I suspect I avoid a lot of things but lack the awareness. I recently realised how rapidly I switch subjects with my T. It’s at such a subconscious level that I don’t realise until I reflect upon it days later. Sometimes she lets me and sometimes she pushes me just a bit. I either hover on the edge or dissociate completely so it’s a bit of a gamble lol. Ah well. One day I’ll figure this sh!t out.
 
Doctors, gnatsies and gnatsi doctors.

... I'm not making a full list of those things, I'm trying to not have any items on that sucker.
 
I avoid alot of things but a very noticeable one that is unique to me is I don't want to be at home until I can go to sleep. I don't know why. If it's "daytime" or too early to go to sleep it makes me crazy being there and I have no clue why yet.
 
Relationships, intimacy, vulnerability, trust...
I hate being aware of these things and almost longing for them, but then getting immensely uncomfortable when I come in contact with them. I almost shudder when people touch me... :confused::(
But most of all, the garage where my abuse happened. Right across the street.
 
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