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About to go to the big meeting. Talked to birth mother, S, on the phone. She sounds nice. My body is flipping out. I have been taking it easy all day. Lots of rest and meditation and a short bit of exercise. I ate twice, showered. How basic can we get here. I think my parts are all flipping out. Am calming them as best I can when I can. It's all I can do. I want to meet this woman before one of us dies. I just cannot keep putting it off. I will be fine. We are meeting at a place near my house so if I need to go, I can. My husband or son could easily come to get me. I need to keep remembering that. I want to be courageous about this but I am very nervous and scared. At least that's what I think I'm feeling. At least no more puking so far today.