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Sexual Assault My Past Has Come To Haunt Me.

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So after spending the evening getting to know A lady. My god parents have thrown me out and told me the next time I try and commit suicide to do everyone a favour and get it right. Lucy and Sophie have said I'm selfish and taken advantage of them because I'm getting to know this new lady. I have been thrown out of the family home so am currently living in my car with no support network at all. My next task when I stop crying is to try and find emergency accommodation from the council. I have learnt a valuable lesson I can trust and rely on no one
 
(((((Leah))))), please contact the council as soon as possible for emergency accommodation. Even though the real people in your life are b*stards, we are here for you on myptsd. Do not listen to your ar*ehole god parents, you are a lovely person and you truly deserve to enjoy life and do the things you want to do. Please take good care of yourself. Would it be possible to stay with the woman you mention? Big hugs, thinking of you :hug:
 
((((Leah))) Don't give up! This is seriously survival time focus but can be managed (if my past is any example at all).

Can we research an area to assist you in obtaining info that you might need in order to redirect these circumstances?
Have you lived in a car before? :hug::hug: The only upside that I found for myself was that the car offers some better protection, easier mobility than being on the hoof and a place to store a few things.

These are some of the methods I found important during my season:

*Use the mall for public bathroom and wash up in several of those restrooms a little at a time to avoid direct confrontation with security.
*Please use a blanket to cover things of value within the car when it is unattended.
*You can not leave your car windows fully opened at night, so bottled water must be kept with you at all times. Keep those empties and refill for free.
*Consider overnight parking near wired or internet area for contacting the police if necessary.
*Find which major stores allow the homeless to park on their lot. (For our country one is Walmart Superstore or grocery store)
*Use the library for connecting over the net, getting the names and addresses of agencies in your country that assist.
*Use a small bucket for washing out essentials. Drying one small item at a time can be done with older wall mounted hand dryers found in some gas stations, food stores. Some items can be dried on a cord attached between the backseat windows.
*Keep some canned goods, protein bars and can opener stashed under your seat.
*Get a small first aid kit.
*Go to your God parent's church and ask about the food cupboard that many have for emergencies.:p
*Keep in contact, so others can offer things that have worked for them in the past.
*Look up how to live in your car for your particular country.

Do you have incoming funds? Please stay in contact... I am so sorry.:hug::hug::hug:
 
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I just love how proactive you are and have been and I am so glad you found your true self hidden and locked away for so long. i wish you the very best and am so very proud of you for doing such an excellent job in taking care of you. You are so worth fighting for and get the toxic people out of your life completely. Many hugs.
 
So today my car has gone to the shop for 4 days following a crash, I have Drs in half hour to get sick note and meds. I then have housing association appt for more form filling I'm surviving and surprisingly calm and happy. Life does go on and I'm living it I miss my babies who are on the family holiday I booked but I know they are safe and having fun.
 
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