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Sometimes when I think back over past sessions I get really really embarrassed!
I'm 20.
I think of all the things I've done including:
> Blacking out once
> Getting disorientated and not knowing where I was
> Getting angry at my T
> Getting dizzy and double vision
> Going into a spaced out state and mimicking self harming my arms with my fingers
> being very distant
> shaking uncontrollably during any 'processing' sessions
> being too upset to leave at the end of a session
and I just get really really mortified and wonder what my T thinks of me...I'm going to bring it up soon but I get so embarrassed and reimagine it. I'm not long out of my teens so try to image that teenage 'dying of embarrassment' idea.
I'm 20.
I think of all the things I've done including:
> Blacking out once
> Getting disorientated and not knowing where I was
> Getting angry at my T
> Getting dizzy and double vision
> Going into a spaced out state and mimicking self harming my arms with my fingers
> being very distant
> shaking uncontrollably during any 'processing' sessions
> being too upset to leave at the end of a session
and I just get really really mortified and wonder what my T thinks of me...I'm going to bring it up soon but I get so embarrassed and reimagine it. I'm not long out of my teens so try to image that teenage 'dying of embarrassment' idea.