Thx all for the advice and kind words.
Anthony, I do agree that we have some sort of similer pre-thinking deal going on. I assume its a defensive tool used to pre-read and plan in a rapid mannor. You are also correct in judging my thinking style, although the more stressed the less I actually...
So, I have never posted any of my info on the web before......I am a male who was beat up as a kid by my mother and grandmother, was adopted after my mother was killed at 10, was seduced by my adopted mom at age 15(this went on for a couple years), saw my first graphic death at age 9 and was an...