It's been a while and I thought I would update on this situation. When the last part of the subject was added, it made me sit back and really evaluate my situation and the way I've been handling it. The more I thought about it, the more I realized that that is what was happening. So, I decided...
I'm going to try to talk once more.. if I can't I hope I can just hug him and I'll write a letter as back up to give to him the next time I see him.
I realized that he's hurting because he's seeing me go through this and the way I'm acting isn't me. For instance, he tried to hug me and I backed...
i get the same thing from someone who also has ptsd but for different reasons and they are a lot further in their recovery than I am and they think that I should be at that point to but really it makes me feel worse
I just got off the phone with a guy friend of mine that 2 weeks ago I trusted with everything. I would have even trusted him with my life. And I still do. But it's hard.
I am able to handle my ptsd well if I have something to base stability on. But 2 weeks ago, my family completely fell apart...
Physically I start trembling/shaking sometimes sevrely out of control, heart palpitations, my ankle starts to hurt, and I get headaches. I can't stand for too long because I feel faint due to exhaustion. Also, I get sick when the ptsd gets worse.
Mentally I change completely almost. I don't...
Hey, my name's Christiey. I've been suffering from complex ptsd for over a year now. Just lately, it has gotten worse. To the point of me pushing everyone that I really care about. Especially if they are a guy. I was sexually abused for 8 years, sexually assaulted by a cousin at age 12, and...