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    Family :(

    Its a good way to think like that and an actually easier way to accept too. Ive not though about it like that. I have my father still in my life, luckily my mother and him broke up when i was two. I wasnt allowed to see him until i left home. And we are now really close, my mother knew where...
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    My husband died today

    Ohhh and we got an animal and my cat helps me a tone. I am looking for a dog just to help in my wheelchair and cope when am out and about.
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    My husband died today

    I didnt know she was their thats the thing. It wasnt a fit of rage either, i have been to scenes like yourself. That day i was someone i dont even know. I had no control over my action literally it was like my brain had a breakdown. I lost the controls to rationalise, reason and even speak...
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    My husband died today

    Re above comment from me
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    My husband died today

    Unfortunately, i tend to read some reports of death certs due to the cause of death and the odd report. Due to my job ect. Now, the ones ive read tend to detail the cause of death primarly, seconds, thirdly ect. Then theres the report detail some are some arnt. I was a voluntary first...
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    The Rapist Gets Released This Year

    My abuser didnt get arrested unfortunately ive never reported it due to the fact i was a child at the time and other fears i have plus the home domestic abuse i was going through. I can only imagine what you are going through. Sorry hun to here that is.
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    New Year And Celebration

    I agree with the fireworks, i am not a vet, or soldier but due to the banging which was apart of the abuse i hate it. Yesterday, my cat was more chilled out than i was. I decided to play my new PS4 game MAFIA 3, to get my mind off it then BANG, a song on mafia turns out to trigger my PTSD...
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    Video Games - Fun Or A Trigger?

    For me i use games to make me think about surviving. So, i like surviving games. I dont like horror games. What i actually find the worst is the new, people talking about abused on tv and then work colleagues or friends talking about it. I just dont want to know about that stuff as ive been...
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    How A Family Can Be A Cult

    The term cult can potential mean different to different people. My mother is definately a narcissistic so, are some of my family from her sides a sister, nan and my others. Some of family members are too scared incase that they flying off at them. They will blackmail ect. Its terrible, i am...
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    Did You Tell?

    Ineresting question. Similar to me in someways. I always think 'what if', that one word to the social worker, dad, teacher. Mum would have said i was a liar ect. I with i did say something, but then i think that now only being an adult. At the time i was a child petrified of any action i...
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    Friendship Freaking Out Is It Normal With Ptsd?

    Hi, Yes, i want to keep the friendship, negativity is quite hard for me to swallow. Ive been with her though the greiving process but she found out that he wasnt the man she though he was put it that way. She is extremely negativie but after speaking to her family and others friends it seems...
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    Just Need To Vent: Too Much At Christmas

    Sorry to hear about all of that. December month for us has been hellish in term of freezer defrosting twice! Ovens knobs popped off, washing mechine is now holding our clothes hostage and now the drier is broke! These are not old either five year old at least for each appliance. Then i dropped...
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    I Feel Like No One Can Possibly Understand

    I think there will be many on here who or on similar term. I am not good looking but not ugly. Like you said it i am too am Joe Adverage. Joe Adverage isnt a bad thing. My mother, sister and nan have disowned me and i dont have many friends. I dont exactly make them easy. I used to get...
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    Discard The Possibility Of Relationships?

    Put time into being well like others have said. If down the line you want a relationship then fair enough but if not then dont. I think socially many think we need relationships but we dont. Being happy is all that matters xx
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    Friendship Freaking Out Is It Normal With Ptsd?

    Hi all, I havent gotten mayn friendship (not too sad but i simply dont trust a lot of people). Anyway over the pain year me and my friendship has gotten closer she went though a bad patch with her lose of her hasband and now she come across something quite upsetting. Ive told her my thoughts...
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    Coping With Different Types Of Flashbacks And Body Memories?

    Hi, I can relate somewhat. A phrase my wife can say or someone else will throw me back to an abusive event, a song can too or a perfume smell ect. Xx
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    Family :(

    I I agree completely. My mother tried it again through another means and it was so nasty the messages. I had to call the cops! It's horrible, sometimes in order to get help you need to walk away. I don't want to call her mum but on one hand she is but not the mum people deem her to be...
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    Getting Cptsd/ptsd Therapy.

    Thanks all, fo your responses. To one reply my Doc and the brief session to see if I was eligible for a sexual abuse coincilling said I have PTSD. I have majority of the symptoms and I have done since I was 18. I have been through an awful lot which I won't go into but the reason why I...
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    Emerg Services Anyone Else Have Similar Experience: Shamed For Noncombat Ptsd.

    PTSD is PTSD. My mate who is a vet, off loads to me as I do to him yet I am not a vet. I did work as a responder for a number of years. But PTSD is PTSD we are all suffering the same. X
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    Family :(

    To add, your doing the right thing. It is hard and you'll have all sorts of feelings but the outcome will be good. X
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    Family :(

    Hi hun, I wanted to say that I cut my mum out of my life on with a sister. My nan disowned me, my mum did ect. I didn't do anything wrong. All I did was to seek help for my PTSD. They didn't want it getting out that they are a nasty family. I was abused in more ways than one. I feel...
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    Military After Wounded In Afghanistan, I View The World Differently. I Feel Alone. Surrounded By Ignorance.

    I am from the UK, our birth certificates our identity belongs to the crown. The government own us. The land that people think they own they don't. That's the crown too. What I used to believe went when I seen my grandad die. I was abused in more ways than one through out my childhood. I...
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    Getting Cptsd/ptsd Therapy.

    I definitely hope the best for you too. For everything we all have been through I think to myself that we must have been through pure hell but survived. xxx
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    Getting Cptsd/ptsd Therapy.

    Thank you, tomorrow I see of she will accept me as its a charity so they see if am eligible for it. I hope it'll go ok as am not overly keen on talking to someone who doesn't say anything back
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