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    Why do people leave chat without saying good bye

    i get it you can f*cking stop now Bye be safe
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    Why do people leave chat without saying good bye

    Hi Sideway "But people here experience ptsd in a tonne of different ways. So, for every person who has abandonment issues, there’s another person struggling with a pervasive belief that “I don’t belong”, or “No one really wants me here”, or (and on and on)." That is I am afraid the out come I...
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    Hello everyone

    Hi Shaun Welcome nice to meet you as well. Peace be safe Esterio
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    Why do people leave chat without saying good bye

    Thanks for all of your responses. Bye be safe Esterio
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    Why do people leave chat without saying good bye

    Hi LilyRose Thanks for your response. To check in is to say something to check out type /quit. Peace be safe Esterio
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    Why do people leave chat without saying good bye

    I don't see why people can't check into chat and check out you don't have to say anything just sign out and don't leave people to wonder if anyone is still there. I am not talking about being ignored. I am talking about knowing who is in chat if any. Sometimes it says there are several people in...
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    Why do people leave chat without saying good bye

    I wonder why people don't check out of chat? I wonder if you think about how that makes people feel that have abandonment issues? Just to be left not knowing if people are still there or gone. It hurts to be left with no good byes. Or maybe it is just my problem and I need to deal with it. I...
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    Does ptsd make you verbally abusive towards others?

    Hi Vpb9 First welcome. Sorry for what you had to go through to need a site like this. Glad you were able to find your way here. When my symptoms are active I can be out of control of my mouth and it all comes out. I need to flee to stop it. I have big anger issues and can explode into a...
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    Brother from hell

    Hi Backslide Yes I have been told it is their shame. I still carry a lot of shame as I have not been able to process all of what all happened. It does seem like a circle or cycle at times. I don't know about my Dad's up bringing. I have only heard whispers. He had a lot of anger in him. I'm...
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    Brother from hell

    hi backslide I have gotten emails or text from my sister that has destroyed me. She has been cutting me up with her hatred for years now through my Dad's death and then through my Mom's death. I have never been able to grieve and now I find it gets to me badly from many ways and triggers A...
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    Brother from hell

    Hi backslide Family and death is always hard. All we can do is try to be the best person we can. We have no control over others actions. We only can control our actions. Some times it is best to have no contact. It hurts me not having a relationship with my extended family. I feel it is their...
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    Brother from hell

    Hi backslide Welcome Family relations can suck. I only have a sister left living now and she tells anyone who will listen to her how bad of a person I am and that she hates me. She fought with me for 7 years while I helped out our Mom and Dad in end of life care. She did nothing to help. She...
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    What does normal feel like?

    Hi SunDog I don't know if there is such a thing as normal it really doesn't sound like it anyway. It does get better and you have come to a place with lots of hard working people working to be the person they want to be. Is that normal I think so, everyone is trying to be that person that they...
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    Death Updated - Cannot come to terms with grandmothers terminal cancer diagnosis. Cut ties or be institutionalized?

    Hi SMW83 Your Grandmother already knows you will do what ever you are able to do to help her. She is also very aware of the "vultures" that have come to pick her bones and cause you more distress. Try not to let it fall into a scene if it does distance yourself. Your Grandmother knows you...
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    Death Updated - Cannot come to terms with grandmothers terminal cancer diagnosis. Cut ties or be institutionalized?

    Hi SMW83 First you are not imposing at all. I am sorry your family is the way they are. You are not a lone. Death of a dear loved one is difficult and is made worse when those who have done nothing so far and now it is close so they start to picking the bones of the person before they even...
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    Sufferer Trans man w/ c-ptsd related to family trauma, medical trauma, and bullying/harassment

    Hi Razorblade Welcome. Sorry for all that you had to go through to need a site like this. I am proud of you for having the courage to first know you need to connect with others and then to reach out and ask for help. You are a brave person to with stand all that you have. You dissevered none...
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    Trying

    Hi there Maroon731 First welcome to this site. I am sorry for what you had to go through to need a place like this. It showed a lot of courage to come here and reach out for help with something that is very hard to understand. Reading others stories and talking of yours. Helps us know it is...
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    "unofficial" therapy - watching nature

    I don't seem to be able up load pictures like I used to. I think I have lost that has I have not renewed my premium membership that must be why. Sorry I won't be uploading any more pictures until I am able to remedy that. Maybe there is another way just don't know how. Peace be safe Esterio
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    Need strategies to calm down physically (not emotionally) after a flashback

    I am a person with disabilities so most vigorous exercise is out. So when my symptoms turn physical I get a cold pack from the freezer and wrap it in a cloth, sit in my recliner and put the pack over my eyes and lay back and try to let it all go. It calms my Breathing,heart rate and my nerves. I...
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    Sufferer Reliving the past

    I have a friend that has a trauma and a grief log/diary. She tell me that when see gets to feel anxious, sad, depressed or any other things that she feels she goes to her book to see what happened that day.
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    Sufferer Every day reminder - witnessed suicidal crash, survived explosion and childhood abuse

    Hi jstevens Welcome. Sorry for what you have been through. It happens like that something happens and PTSD comes rushing out. Lot of great people here. You are not alone in this anymore. Peace be safe Esterio
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    Sufferer Reliving the past

    Hi there startingover23 Welcome and you are not alone in this anymore peace be safe Esterio
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    Severe heartburn and other awful things

    hi Tornatic Thoughts Yes I to have gone through many changes in my diet to try and combat this. I eat a healthy diet of fruits, vegetables I eat hemp hearts nuts and a farm fresh egg from my chickens. I eat a lot from my garden when in season and try to put some up for winter. My doctor had me...
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    Severe heartburn and other awful things

    I also take a medication for anxiety that has calmed my stomach down. I hope all the responses you have had have been helpful Esterio
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    Severe heartburn and other awful things

    Organic Apple Cider. Cap full in your first glass of water in the morning is the last thing that worked for me. Then they gave me the top scope found the hernia and gave me a medication (Pantoprazole) that does help the heat burn and I have not be vomiting much any more. I have all kinds of...
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