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    What is hypervigilance like for you?

    My all-time most hated question is when people ask where I live. Seriously? Why is that anyone's business? They planning to tp the house? kill me? no reason for such a question but wanting to harm me. I fight that hard. No one's business. And people think it is stragne that I don't want...
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    What is hypervigilance like for you?

    Yes, I become hyper vigilant about people demanding too much personal information. There is so much ID theft. I am at the point I don't like people even asking my name. I developed this. (hearing sounds louder than others and from a distance or through walls, etc) I thought it was...
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    What is hypervigilance like for you?

    I am super sensitive to noise. Ear plugs don't help. Headphones don't help. Walls don't help. Was staying at a hostel. Had problems with housekeepers putting radio on full blast in kitchen. This is where all the guests go to prepare food, eat, and socialize. I went to desk clerks to...
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    News Scientific discovery explains why stress hormone can prevent disorders after exposure to...

    Is it possible to be tested for this gene? Would it be a blood test? If it shows up, is that conclusive proof that one has ptsd??
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    Superstar shih-tzu

    Congratulations! I did not know a dog needed to pass such a test or that there was such a test. I have a letter from T and my dog is registered with the county as a service dog. I am training him myself. We have a long way to go. People are always wanting to pet him and I have a hard time...
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    Brain change and ptsd - has anyone else come across this theory?

    I went to a therapist for ptsd following a car accident. Instead of being helped, I was traumatized by her. So seeing a therapist is so scary I cannot consider it. For some time, I have been hoping and believing that if I could resolve some of the legal abuse I have suffered, I could recover...
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    Therapy or the lack of it

    Thank you so much. Most of what you wrote I have to deal with here. Traffic is an issue for me. Are there smaller cities with less traffic? I wonder if we are allowed to communicate privately and how we would do that. I have questions about finding some of the foods I love, weather...
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    Moving soon, have to leave t

    I have noticed some deterioration for me in that I no longer want to be touched at all by anyone. It is horribly awkward when someone hugs me. However, I have a dog again. He has been made my therapy dog. When reading a list of services a therapy dog can be trained to give someone with ptsd...
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    Therapy or the lack of it

    Can you tell me anything about what it is like to live in Bulgaria? I just read an article about places to retire and Bulgaria was one of the listed countries. Will I be safe there as an elderly woman alone? Sorry, I know this is off topic but I just read the article today and it is such a...
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    Do you take an antidepressant?

    After a car accident, I had severe symptoms of ptsd. But doc wanted to label me depressed even though I wasn't. I was given zoloft and told there are NO side effects. I had "something invisible trying to make me harm myself" and stopped taking zoloft as there was NO benefit. Went in for...
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    How many people feel like they don't belong?

    I grew up in a home with alcoholic mother and step-father. I went to meetings for adults who were children of alcoholics (aca). This is one of the characteristics of people growing up in such an environment. I have felt this way pretty much all my life. But ptsd as an adult made it much...
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    I'm completely unable to do anything today

    This looks very interesting. I am saving to read later as I am far behind on reading these posts and trying to get caught up.
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    News 'golden hour' study details earliest changes to the immune system after trauma

    Yes. I realize it was about physical changes after trauma. But it got me thinking about the immediate time after the accident. Whether it is just how people treat me or how society today treats everyone, I was treated very badly. And it made me realize my problems might not have been so bad...
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    News 'golden hour' study details earliest changes to the immune system after trauma

    Interesting. The car accident that started my ptsd problems was because a driver pulled to my right, where there was no lane and then crashed into me. Looking up and seeing him, he had a very intense look on his face, like he was concentrating on plowing into me. It was very scary. He was...
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    Help unsealing records

    Because it is affecting EVERYTHING in my life. Little bits and pieces everywhere with nothing concrete enough to act on. One person told me someone else had told him about my medical condition. Went over head at the moment. And when processed, assumed it was auditory processing disorder...
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    Taking cover

    I also have hypervigilance. I stopped answering door years ago. Stopped using phone. Anyone who wants to communicate with me needs to send a letter or email. Feels safer. I stopped giving out an address, only a p o box. I startle easily. I avoid direct contact with people. People want to...
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    Help unsealing records

    I hate to sound like a broken record, but I have had no response to previous postings on this topic. I do not know how to start a thread on here. In my case, my therapist (to whom I was referred by doctor who had given me very dangerous meds without revealing side effects and I suffered side...
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    A lifetime of dissociation?

    I have very few memories of childhood. One I can remember is riding in a car from grandparents' home in another state to the airport. I can remember telling myself I wanted to be able to remember that moment. Strange thought. But for whatever reason, it worked. I can remember that moment.
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    Days to calm down??

    That is the pattern of sleep problems I have. Might go a night or many nights with little or no sleep. Then I sleep through the night because I am so exhausted. Then it starts in again. First time I heard someone else describe this.
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    What do you do to cheer yourself up?

    Thank you so much, Sheila Kathy. I have a document (for dog to be service dog) from doc that diagnosed ptsd. even so places discriminated. Library especially. I took him to county for tags as I had moved. They accepted records on shots. Said no charge for tag for service dog and have...
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    What do you do to cheer yourself up?

    I have a service dog for ptsd. I did not pay for one from a school. I had rescued him and did some training as best I could. He still has some issues with barking. Before he was my service dog, he hardly ever barked. But when he is out with me and someone makes a noise like knocking on a...
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    Hypervigilence in driving

    I, too, have had trouble with mail. I manage bills and personal stuff. But can't go up and sign for things. Can't open thick envelopes, big envelopes, things from people I don't know. This started when I was having problems at work. Recently, I learned about ptsd caused by legal abuse...
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    Chest pain

    This has been informative for me. I had horrible chest pains after the first car accident, when I had severe ptsd symptoms (startle reflex, nightmares about car accident, etc). I truly thought I was having a heart attack and once went for a test. No heart attack. I would describe the pain as...
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    Have you ever decided not to see a therapist after the first session?

    Would this list of questions be suitable for a neuropsychologist? I have an appt coming up for a neuro psych eval. I am concerned about false evaluation results. It is not for ongoing therapy. Can the neuropsych falsify the results in any way?
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    How to get help after being harmed by therapist

    Going back after the first visit to a really horrible therapist was the worst mistake of my life. I had ptsd following a car accident. Was misdiagnosed with depression. md kept pushing drugs. I finally gave in. Was told "there are no side effects". Almost immediately after starting it...
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