when i talk to most people they experience then first hand? my very first nightmare about being rxped i was in my body but every other dream or nightmare ive had since has been watching my body...
Please talk to your T! you shouldnt have to go through this alone.. what youve described is absolutely abuse, im so sorry you had to go through this.. its possible it ended here but if there are large gaps in your memory there might of been something more.. unfortunately only you and him are the...
You definitely had your boundaries violated as a child from the physical abuse.. the dreams might be manifestations of feeling unsafe/used/not protected or they might hint at further abuse... my T says that often these things dont come up until we feel we are safe from our abusers.. my touch...
it was really weird for me... part of me thought I was just too sensitive or that my brain was really messed up, part of me thought i was special and thats why i felt different, but a small part was screaming this isnt normal or ok. i couldnt and cant remember a lot but i knew something was wrong.