Hi survivor
i was so sad to read your intro....i cannot imagine how that must of been for you all.there are lots of people on here who can support you and help you ...
cas x
Hi pandora......
yes i know you are right,i deserve better,i know i do.I do believe this blip will pass,just take time for me to come to terms with his cruelty.I am strong,i have been through far worse than this,just need to keep beleiving..thankyou for your words
cas x
hi mightsurvive......
when i first saw my cpn it was for at least 7 months,no one asked me to stop or start paying........... he was brilliant I dont think they are qualified to diagnose PTSD, but they certainly have a lot of knowledge regarding the subject.My cpn would ask me lots of...
hi there......
no you are not going crazy! i have just lost my boyfriend because of my PTSD symptoms.Once again i feel an outcast in society with regard to men,they see you get anxious and overly so,they dump you,they consider you a "nutcase" or "fruitcake" in my case.the very words are...
Hi there,
I can so relate to your feeling of fear at night ..... I too suffered terribly at night in the beginning,in the end,my father had to start staying in the house over night,i just couildnt deal with the fear factor that someone wouldnt finish me off in the night.I slept with a knife...
Yes a little flower is how i feel,delicate fragile,why would someone with the proffessional background he had (a social worker) tell a stranger i was a fruitcake...this is eating me up inside,it has hurt me so so much.........I just cant get the word out of my head!
That man has pushed me back...
hiya..
yes i am hagning on in there.....thanks for your kind words,i have got angry i have cried my anxiety has been so bad i feel wrapped up in tight elastic! what was this guy thinking about after all he knew what i had been through!!! he still fely it was ok to use and abuse me...... i am...
thanks donna lynne
the worst did happen in more ways than one,i am absoloutly devastated,i think it is my ptsd that has caused all this to happen.. I caught him telling another lady ,(he didnt realize that it was me) he was speaking too... He told this lady i was a Fruitcake to possesive and...
Hiya everyone...
I feel so anxious right now...a major trigger just happened and my mind is doing overtime yet again.My partner arranged to come up this weekend ,he only lives an hour away.so i sterted making the usual plans that u do.Today at lunchtime i get a txt,would i mind if he doesnt...
Hi
thanks for your little message.......i dont think they are allowed to divulge info you tell them,but i cant swear to that,i am sure she just wanted to know how you were feeling,try not too worry about it..
take care
cas
Hi
i think we can all sympathise with you here,we have all been through trauma of some kind or another.I hope you find lots of help anf encouragement ,it helps when you know others understand what you are feeling..
cas
Hi again
I have just read your small introduction........Oh my goodness! I know eaxctly how you felt believe me.......and still feel. The site here is so great to find,being able to relate to others who understand is a break through for me,i have realised there are lots of people who are...
Hi NativeHeart
I can totally relate to you feeling like an adult one minute and then a little girl who was scared all the time,it is a very distressing feeling ,you feel so helpless as the little girl........... But you knw as an adult you should be able to cope.
Welcome,i am new here and this...
i never realised so many people are suffering,i have read a few of the threads etc on here,it is quite harowing,but i notice we all have these awful same type of symptoms.it is a great comfort to me that at last after all these years someone can atually relate to what it is i am saying and...
thankyou to those who have noticed my post...... I am having a lot of trouble trying to work out how to use the forum,my head feels so mashed i cant always work out how to put things on here but i will keep trying!I have always hidden my symptoms from my close family as best i can,they all saw...