Hi there,
i am a massive self sabotager. haha the thing is when i go to girls i like, it's always a good first impression. but later on, it turns sour, and that's because i just .. erm.. stop talking. like there is nothing there. i get sick of their 'enthusiasm' and just well go sour myself. it's like im a blank slate, and everything that comes out of my mouth is just random , boring and uncreative. and they sense this and think it's their fault.
the third stage i think is that they feel bad and are sick of feeling bad due to the unresponsiveness or the fact that it's 'toxic' and no longer serving them in any productive way. i have this girl who i feel a bit attracted to, but you know, maybe this will happen to her, and ive had plenty of chances to interact with her, but then i just couldnt get out of my head.
i was stuck in my head, and i just ended up creepily staring at her, now i am stuck with my anxiety, a 20 year old who hasnt been in relationships and doesnt know how to start any, and it doesnt matter how social he tries to be :/
i am a massive self sabotager. haha the thing is when i go to girls i like, it's always a good first impression. but later on, it turns sour, and that's because i just .. erm.. stop talking. like there is nothing there. i get sick of their 'enthusiasm' and just well go sour myself. it's like im a blank slate, and everything that comes out of my mouth is just random , boring and uncreative. and they sense this and think it's their fault.
the third stage i think is that they feel bad and are sick of feeling bad due to the unresponsiveness or the fact that it's 'toxic' and no longer serving them in any productive way. i have this girl who i feel a bit attracted to, but you know, maybe this will happen to her, and ive had plenty of chances to interact with her, but then i just couldnt get out of my head.
i was stuck in my head, and i just ended up creepily staring at her, now i am stuck with my anxiety, a 20 year old who hasnt been in relationships and doesnt know how to start any, and it doesnt matter how social he tries to be :/