Well, when I was on the forum several years ago, I was getting laid off from my job (which was my lifelong career) and was actually looking forward to it, because it was so hard to do anymore. Since a couple of years ago, though, I've been working part-time for my mom -- another major hurdle jumped!-- and I'm doing okay with it. I can't work every day, or even every week, but I do what I can when I can, and my mom is totally understanding of that. She might suspect she had something to do with my PTSD and lets me work when I can. Still, there are rare occasions when I have to do something like right now, during the day, and I do them, as hard and triggering as that is. I really can only work when I get up in the middle of the night. I'm not sure why that is, but that's the way it is. Anyway, working in any capacity is a real success for me and I'm glad to be feeling at least a little productive again!