I was abused in middle school and high school both verbally and physically. I never sought help for what it did to me and made it through four years in the Navy while doing an in patient rehab program for alcohol. After returning home I never made any real effort to get help and ended up isolating myself to the point where I didn't know where to go or what to do. I pushed myself into a major depression and with my fathers help financially I was able to pull myself out of it but still haven't sought a therapist. I've seriously contemplated suicide a number of times in the last year and throughout my life but have recently been feeling much better. I've also self harmed in a number of ways but haven't in some time.
My mother passed away last week and it caused me to start drinking again. I have much better control over myself and I'm starting to be able to speak about my problems with my family but I still have terrible anxiety and trouble concentrating.
Thanks for making this forum.
Matt
My mother passed away last week and it caused me to start drinking again. I have much better control over myself and I'm starting to be able to speak about my problems with my family but I still have terrible anxiety and trouble concentrating.
Thanks for making this forum.
Matt