sonicwhite
Policy Enforcement
mqn, I notice that when I go to bed around nine I will not dream until my roommate gets home. As I am dreaming it's funny because I will hear him blasting the TV and it has something in my dream about it. My roommates are gay. I love thy neighbor as thyself. But man when I'm dreaming that I'm in some kinda gay club and the most weird things happen while I'm asleep. Like my conscience is triggered by their lifestyle and I'm effected by it in my dreams. Most times I wake up and ask myself where they entertaining a demon and my dreams gets effected because I'm so sensitive. Idk, I often wake up while the dream has been going on for hours with a massive headache. I'm not going to judge their lifestyle. I have many faults of my own.
Then the dreams turn into where I'm chasing my ex all over the city trying to reason with her. To tell her what really happened in 05 but still I'm never fast enough to catch her or she never listens. I noticed that prazosin works for two days then poops out. I'm like wtf. Why is this happening to me. My nightmares started when I got on psych meds. Before I just had dreams about sex and other things I was trying to resist. I remember how those dreams effected me and would ask my Pastor to pray that they would go away. Know the dreams are chopped up pieces of all the stress that I go thru and it's all mashed into one long dream that causes such confusion and anxiety when I wake up. I'm so tired of this crap.
Then the dreams turn into where I'm chasing my ex all over the city trying to reason with her. To tell her what really happened in 05 but still I'm never fast enough to catch her or she never listens. I noticed that prazosin works for two days then poops out. I'm like wtf. Why is this happening to me. My nightmares started when I got on psych meds. Before I just had dreams about sex and other things I was trying to resist. I remember how those dreams effected me and would ask my Pastor to pray that they would go away. Know the dreams are chopped up pieces of all the stress that I go thru and it's all mashed into one long dream that causes such confusion and anxiety when I wake up. I'm so tired of this crap.