mossperson
New Here
Hey Higgins,
Thank you for posting this, and thanks for opening up. You are not alone. I read something my friend shared today which is what I believed. We human beings are built alone, but we don't have to be lonely. I felt being lonely is what CPTSD bring to my life. Trust is so hard to build, I am a people pleaser, and that's my coping mechanism; from outside, I was appeared popular and friendly, but deep down I don't trust no one; it really struck me when I opened up to people, and they started to distance themselves. I don't know how to change that, but I guess I took my risk, because of me opening up to a few friends, some left, but some stayed. I have found through this process of emergent event (suicide acts), often the professional help are the one is most countable. (it took me two years to find the one that suits me....and every time to try a new outlet...is always traumatic..)
Please don't give up, and please reach out.
Thank you for posting this, and thanks for opening up. You are not alone. I read something my friend shared today which is what I believed. We human beings are built alone, but we don't have to be lonely. I felt being lonely is what CPTSD bring to my life. Trust is so hard to build, I am a people pleaser, and that's my coping mechanism; from outside, I was appeared popular and friendly, but deep down I don't trust no one; it really struck me when I opened up to people, and they started to distance themselves. I don't know how to change that, but I guess I took my risk, because of me opening up to a few friends, some left, but some stayed. I have found through this process of emergent event (suicide acts), often the professional help are the one is most countable. (it took me two years to find the one that suits me....and every time to try a new outlet...is always traumatic..)
Please don't give up, and please reach out.