Up and down and angry and everything's my fault and he needs space but won't take it then flips out on me and all this is apparently just our breakup and no PTSD or depression.
He just got in the truck. Asked him where he's off to, he doesn't know.
OK. Totally absolutely my fault. Told him a nail had come through the sofa and apparently I act like its the end if the world and I need to let stuff go.
I love him so much but I haven't slept in days and I've had a migraine for 3 days now. How long can he keep living like this? He pawned stuff yesterday so we had 100 for the next two weeks then wanted to order dominos. My life is a mess. I don't know how to cope.
My gut instinct tells me we haven't really broken up. I almost feel like he's trying to train me... My friend pointed out it seems more like he wants control than a breakup.
I have that nagging feeling again that a storm is coming... :/
He just got in the truck. Asked him where he's off to, he doesn't know.
OK. Totally absolutely my fault. Told him a nail had come through the sofa and apparently I act like its the end if the world and I need to let stuff go.
I love him so much but I haven't slept in days and I've had a migraine for 3 days now. How long can he keep living like this? He pawned stuff yesterday so we had 100 for the next two weeks then wanted to order dominos. My life is a mess. I don't know how to cope.
My gut instinct tells me we haven't really broken up. I almost feel like he's trying to train me... My friend pointed out it seems more like he wants control than a breakup.
I have that nagging feeling again that a storm is coming... :/