I'm sorry to hear that. I do believe I understand. I walked away from a wash of good things. Or - didn't walk, more like I fell.I had a fantastic position at a good company. I went haywire one day and walked out. Told people I...
Not only do I feel guilty for leaving people in the lurch, I wonder "what if" I had taken advantage of what was available to me, at the time I collapsed. - Which is, I think, similar to what you mean by "went haywire." I'm just so sorry. It sounds like you picked up the pieces, though; I hope that is true.