andreaspencer
New Here
I feel like at night it's getting much worse to just make it go away, turn my brain off turn the memories off and I can't fall asleep without gravol or my anxiety medications i just want to be able to sleep i just want to be able to breathe. I feel like all day i'm looked at as the perfect happy one I have to be in such a good mood at work and school and be the popular one and then I come home and I just need to be numb. I want it all to go away. I don't want to keep doing this all the time I can't take it much longer. Being perfect all day and crashing at night is killing me.