MrMoonlight
MyPTSD Pro
I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired. It’s only taken me thirty some years to realize the day I used to fantasize about will never come. That “some time in the distant future” I will feel okay was just a magical fallacy.
Thanks for letting me be part of this community. Hopefully I can find some answers or at least figure out what questions need to be asked. I feel like a whiner and apologize for such an uplifting intro.
I don’t have a PTSD diagnosis yet but believe my other symptoms may be part of this affliction.
At 12 years of age someone at 3am attempted to burn my home down around me and my family. It was a 5 alarm fire that was front page news for months. Fast forward 15 years I was in a situation where I discovered a bit of brain from a murder that was not cleaned. A few days later I started my 17 year self imposed imprisonment after passing out at work.
I thought at the time maybe I wasn’t eating enough but all these years later it’s tougher every day convincing myself that it was lack of nutrition that has made me lose all my friends, tested family relationships to their breaking point and seen real regression in all of life and living.
Sorry if this is a lot..just felt good to getting some of it out…
Anyway thanks for reading…and understanding…
Thanks for letting me be part of this community. Hopefully I can find some answers or at least figure out what questions need to be asked. I feel like a whiner and apologize for such an uplifting intro.
I don’t have a PTSD diagnosis yet but believe my other symptoms may be part of this affliction.
At 12 years of age someone at 3am attempted to burn my home down around me and my family. It was a 5 alarm fire that was front page news for months. Fast forward 15 years I was in a situation where I discovered a bit of brain from a murder that was not cleaned. A few days later I started my 17 year self imposed imprisonment after passing out at work.
I thought at the time maybe I wasn’t eating enough but all these years later it’s tougher every day convincing myself that it was lack of nutrition that has made me lose all my friends, tested family relationships to their breaking point and seen real regression in all of life and living.
Sorry if this is a lot..just felt good to getting some of it out…
Anyway thanks for reading…and understanding…