Hi guys ! I'd like to know if any of you can relate, because I'm feeling quite lonely in this one. I’m in college and I almost can't work at all. I can’t concentrate for more than several seconds on the teacher speaking or when reading, nor figure out complicated things. I feel anxious, breath-shorted, and I have a weird tickling sensation in the genitals. I can’t remember what the teacher says, what I read, I don’t feel connected to all this, my mind can’t form rational complicated thinking to solve a problem. I feel like I can’t succeed anything and this breaks my self-esteem, all the more that my family expects a lot from me but doesn’t know about my trauma-related issues. I’m in EMDR therapy but it’s gonna take a while before I can get back to being effective.