Bubbles215
Learning
This will be my last post here - I am no longer a supporter sadly.
I finally found out what it means to excuse bad behaviour as PTSD when it really is just that - my bad, I'm too soft for my own good....and boy does it smart!!!! He had a flare up not long after we met so I gave him space, I worked on myself, his stuff is still here...and I find out via Facebook status update he's now in a relationship....what a way to find out!!! Another whirlwind one no doubt but to find out that way is callous and cruel. I asked him to tell me the truth and he couldn't be bothered to give me that one decency. One minute he's confused, wants to be on his own, the next there he is moving on with no care for the wreckage he's left behind. He said he wanted to phone me but 'was too scared' - no, that's not good enough, when you've been in love with someone surely you owe them a shred of decency. I'm angry and hurt and an idiot. I'm so sorry to all you sufferers that get a bad rap from people using PTSD as an excuse to treat people appallingly.
I finally found out what it means to excuse bad behaviour as PTSD when it really is just that - my bad, I'm too soft for my own good....and boy does it smart!!!! He had a flare up not long after we met so I gave him space, I worked on myself, his stuff is still here...and I find out via Facebook status update he's now in a relationship....what a way to find out!!! Another whirlwind one no doubt but to find out that way is callous and cruel. I asked him to tell me the truth and he couldn't be bothered to give me that one decency. One minute he's confused, wants to be on his own, the next there he is moving on with no care for the wreckage he's left behind. He said he wanted to phone me but 'was too scared' - no, that's not good enough, when you've been in love with someone surely you owe them a shred of decency. I'm angry and hurt and an idiot. I'm so sorry to all you sufferers that get a bad rap from people using PTSD as an excuse to treat people appallingly.