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Camouflage Make Up For Self Harm Scars

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Maggiemay

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Had a very difficult therapy session today about self harm. Rather than having a discussion it turned into full on BPD rage - I guess I still fit the 'inappropriate anger' criteria.

Before I got too angry we discussed solutions to get rid of the scaring. I had a drs appt this afternoon and spoke with him (& showed him the scars all up my arms and discussed others) he listened and was so gentle and patient.

He said grafts/laser treatment isn't an option on the NHS, because of funding but also probably not suitable as I have such extensive scaring. He talked about camouflage makeup and we discussed it as an option.

Since seeing him 3 hrs ago, he's found the clinic & has made an online referral. He has phoned me up twice this evening to get info from me etc and make sure I was ok.

I'm just amazed at the kindness he's shown - there is some kind, understanding professionals out there who are prepared to help. I should get an appt in 2-4months. After nearly 10yrs that's nothing! I may be able to wear short sleeves (or even 3/4 length would be awesome!) Again! :')
 
Camouflage makeup can do wonders, and it is fairly easy to learn the basics. I'm a licensed esthetician and make-up artist, and I've been able to cover up many things with only a rudimentary knowledge, from scars, birthmarks, and pigmentation issues, all the way up to pretty elaborate pretty elaborate tattoos.People who specialize in this area are miracle workers! I'm glad you found somebody who is supportive and can help you with things like this.
 
Thanks guys! ;)

I'm feeling pretty excited, but also a little scared, as it means I'm going to have to show more people my scars.

I looked them up online yesterday. The service is through the NHS and you can get the creams on prescription :)

Most of them are waterproof, so there's a possibility I may be able to go swimming! I haven't in 10yrs because of my scars! If it works, it will change my life. Amazing. I'm just glad I was brave enough to ask - last time I asked my GP 7yrs ago (not the same one!)'he laughed and said he'd never had anyone ever ask to get rid of their scars.
 
I did some theatrical make up classes when I was at college. Specialist make ups are amazing, and the techniques are quite simple to learn.

I'm really glad you've found somebody who cares. Gives us all hope within the NHS :)
 
Thanks :)

I appreciate just how lucky I am. After having the diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder 10years ago (only being diagnosed with complex PTSD last year when I was incredibly unwell).

I have had more than my fair share of prejudice amoung NHS professionals. I have an amazing T too which has helped a lot.

I hhave looked the charity up online today (changing faces) amazingly I will be able to get the cream on prescription. I am really excited by how this will change my life.

I will be able to go out and socialise, rather than sut on the outskirts or hide away as I'm scared people will notice my scars and judge. I will not need to spend my summer in long sleeves (even in this sweltering heat I've had no choice as I'm a professional.)

I may finally be able to be free...
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I have an appointment Friday morning!!!...

Soooo anxious, it's ridiculous! Already had a panic attack about it, cried, and almost cancelled. I've achieved nothing today despite having a massive to do list as just trying to escape and sleep the day away.

My biggest fear is showing people my scars as so much shame attached and feel I'll be judged... ; (

Xx
 
Maggiemay, these people should be very understanding as they deal with scars on a daily basis. They understand the embarrassment one feels. At least I should hope they do.

I use to sell a cream called Derma Blend that you didn't need a prescription for here in the US. I'm not sure if they still make it but it was a great cream and you could go swimming and it didn't wipe off on your clothes like regular makeup would.

This is a big change for you. It is entirely normal to feel scared, apprehensive, a whole slew of emotions to go with this. But, you can do this. I hear the excitement in your voice for actually following through. Please let us know how it goes, if you are so inclined.
 
Thanks so much for your reply Britt! :)

Derma Blend is one of the creams they use -looks like amazing stuff from what I've researched online and all the better that I can get it on prescription.

Yesterday was not a good day at all!! But feeling better today after having met my T and talked it through - she is officially amazing! ;)

Thinking I may ask my mum to come with me - not to come into the actual consultation, but take me there and wait outside, it may lower my anxiety levels...

Xxx
 
Well, today's the day... :(

Just on my way to mum's as she's going to give me a lift there and wait outside to help lower my anxiety...
 
Well... It wasn't the miracle cure I wanted... :(

Qe found a good colour match (very very pale as arms have had no sunlight for 10yrs!!! Scars sadly still very visible so likelihood of wearing short sleeves is slim. But I'm going to get the prescription and have a play. She told me I still need to moisturise everyday as apparently my skin's dry...
 
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