Had a very difficult therapy session today about self harm. Rather than having a discussion it turned into full on BPD rage - I guess I still fit the 'inappropriate anger' criteria.
Before I got too angry we discussed solutions to get rid of the scaring. I had a drs appt this afternoon and spoke with him (& showed him the scars all up my arms and discussed others) he listened and was so gentle and patient.
He said grafts/laser treatment isn't an option on the NHS, because of funding but also probably not suitable as I have such extensive scaring. He talked about camouflage makeup and we discussed it as an option.
Since seeing him 3 hrs ago, he's found the clinic & has made an online referral. He has phoned me up twice this evening to get info from me etc and make sure I was ok.
I'm just amazed at the kindness he's shown - there is some kind, understanding professionals out there who are prepared to help. I should get an appt in 2-4months. After nearly 10yrs that's nothing! I may be able to wear short sleeves (or even 3/4 length would be awesome!) Again! :')
Before I got too angry we discussed solutions to get rid of the scaring. I had a drs appt this afternoon and spoke with him (& showed him the scars all up my arms and discussed others) he listened and was so gentle and patient.
He said grafts/laser treatment isn't an option on the NHS, because of funding but also probably not suitable as I have such extensive scaring. He talked about camouflage makeup and we discussed it as an option.
Since seeing him 3 hrs ago, he's found the clinic & has made an online referral. He has phoned me up twice this evening to get info from me etc and make sure I was ok.
I'm just amazed at the kindness he's shown - there is some kind, understanding professionals out there who are prepared to help. I should get an appt in 2-4months. After nearly 10yrs that's nothing! I may be able to wear short sleeves (or even 3/4 length would be awesome!) Again! :')