I know I'm going to regret this, I have never told my story here and I'm not ready to divulge much now either but I was wondering if any of you had experiences similar to mine... Amongst other traumatic experiences my main pain stems from my first marriage. I married a man who believed that I was property and for 3. 5 years that's what I was.. An object at his mercy I was mostly locked in a closet naked I had to earn everything, he loaned me out for others to use and abuse and while I was kept isolated he had a lot of help from his family and others... It's been 15 years since I got away I remarried 11 years ago and we have a 5 year old son.. My life is totally different now in every way yet I still abide by most of the old rules... I still fear everything and everyone I have been in therapy for almost 6 years, was diagnosed years ago with ptsd and recently with did (dissociative identity disorder) and while I'm hoping nobody else has experienced anything similar since that would be horrible but if someone had maybe we could talk about it..?