I am 20 and have ptsd with dissociative features. it's like my thoughts are all over the place. it's a mess, how do you guys keep 'going from one thing to another' coherently? i can't even keep my memory and thoughts intact to form the next sentence as part of a structural whole.
for some reason i suspect autism. i drive people away for similair things, like i cant respect the social context in which i behave and think either. like i dont know what would be appropriate to say here and there, and rather just add something in and hope for the best.
ive had neuropsych testing and it came out that my semantic memory is lower than average, so i cant make links as much because of my traumatic experiences. the worst part is that i was doing good, and therapy worked for a really long time, and i didnt have to go as well. but now im back here again! talking to everyone here, and researching all these 'things that are wrong with me', and messing myself up. and i dont want that for myself.
it feels like im going crazy. please tell me someone else has this issue when they have had so many traumatic memories that they cant cope as well anymore.
for some reason i suspect autism. i drive people away for similair things, like i cant respect the social context in which i behave and think either. like i dont know what would be appropriate to say here and there, and rather just add something in and hope for the best.
ive had neuropsych testing and it came out that my semantic memory is lower than average, so i cant make links as much because of my traumatic experiences. the worst part is that i was doing good, and therapy worked for a really long time, and i didnt have to go as well. but now im back here again! talking to everyone here, and researching all these 'things that are wrong with me', and messing myself up. and i dont want that for myself.
it feels like im going crazy. please tell me someone else has this issue when they have had so many traumatic memories that they cant cope as well anymore.