I'm at a breaking point. I can't take it anymore and I'm afraid I'm going insane (not really... but to the point of severe confusion and depression). I have EXTREME and SEVERE mood swings. I can't stress how severe they are. I can go from loving someone to hating them. I see the hate in my eyes for myself, even. I don't hate others that much, though. But what's more, I feel like many different people with completely different memories, beliefs and ways of being. So much to the point where if I'm part "A" on Monday, I HATE writing and can't write. Literally, it's just I'm unable to process much. If I'm part "B" of myself, I can write a creative novel. If I'm part "C" of myself, I can code an Android app. If I'm part "D", I can't even code a single HTML line. I even get confused as to who I am anymore. How can I ever lead a normal life if I just keep forgetting skills, memories, then re-gaining them, then losing them, then re-gaining them, then forgetting my past, then loving someone, then hating. What is this? I know it's not just PTSD. There's lots of memory loss involved and it's making me go crazy. Right now, I'm so driven, I want to work, write, run a business. Come tomorrow, I'll lose myself and I'll have forgotten everything about today. Literally.