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MVA Car Accident And Strange Emotions

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Pakadlangitok

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As I posted before I am recovering from a car wreck. I already had complex PSTD from a lot of abuse. Anyway, a lady was texting and hit me at 55mph and caused a lot of injuries.
Right before impact, I thought of so many things. But the one thing that stuck with me was, "FINALLY!" because I thought I was dead. I feel very bad to have thought THAT right before I was about to die.
Well,
I survived and now have a lot of pain physical and emotional. There will be things that cannot be fixed.
I worked SO HARD with the PTSD before, therapy, working hard, climbing a mountain and then? BAM. Half of what I did has come to a stop. I used to run to blow off anxiety. STOPPED. I used to read to clear my head. Eyes are hurt. I cannot even breathe because lungs were hurt.
I do not want to die and I did not want to die that night......I just want to feel better and now my chances of that are slimmer than ever.
Any advise will be welcome.
Thank you.
 
As I posted before I am recovering from a car wreck. I already had complex PSTD from a lot of abus...
I'm dealing with ptsd myself I get car sick on the high way and I can visualize what were to happen when a car get too close it freaks me the f out I've been driving more oftenly but never will it be the same I drive myself to work and that's about it and even that is very tough I just recommend finding a good support system (even though it's hard to find someone who actually gets it ) I have vicious flashbacks and numerous nightmares of various accidents, some at random
 
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