Hello
So, end of December I went to an introductory meeting in this supposedly great day-clinic that is specialized on trauma. They do an intensive out-patient 40 hours a week program. It was a wonderful meeting and after many disastrous experience I felt very understood there. They said, starting February I could expect a call to begin therapy.
I have been looking forward with hope and terror at equal measure: Lots and lots. When February came I expected the call and I had a very bad time with it. My symptoms became very bad, and I did not deal great with it. That time marked a major backstep for me. But, I have finally become desensitized and am doing better now.
The thing is, its May now and I am becoming sick with worry. I call twice a month to check in, but I can't get any real answer. They refuse to tell me anything, but it "It's being forwarded to the doctor." I was not supposed to call until they call me.
Is there any chance that I have been forgotten, or there are bugs in the system.
Basically, am I doing anything wrong by waiting patiently?
I just don't want to look back a few months from now and having to deal with the fact that I f*cked up because I was too afraid to think clearly.
So, end of December I went to an introductory meeting in this supposedly great day-clinic that is specialized on trauma. They do an intensive out-patient 40 hours a week program. It was a wonderful meeting and after many disastrous experience I felt very understood there. They said, starting February I could expect a call to begin therapy.
I have been looking forward with hope and terror at equal measure: Lots and lots. When February came I expected the call and I had a very bad time with it. My symptoms became very bad, and I did not deal great with it. That time marked a major backstep for me. But, I have finally become desensitized and am doing better now.
The thing is, its May now and I am becoming sick with worry. I call twice a month to check in, but I can't get any real answer. They refuse to tell me anything, but it "It's being forwarded to the doctor." I was not supposed to call until they call me.
Is there any chance that I have been forgotten, or there are bugs in the system.
Basically, am I doing anything wrong by waiting patiently?
I just don't want to look back a few months from now and having to deal with the fact that I f*cked up because I was too afraid to think clearly.