Today is the day my life starts without my mum, stepdad and brother.
After a month of arguing, my mum has finally accepted I need space & has simply requested I return some of her stuff, instead of throwing accusations at me. It's a very bitter sweet feeling, as I know that her and my stepdad are currently toxic to me and my recovery.
I just feel very sad and empty today. I never ever thought I'd be going through life without my mum & brother around.
My brother (who is 11) doesn't want anything to do with me unless I'm nice to our mum, so I've lost him too. I'm heartbroken over this, but I know it's to better myself & not be under their control. I feel like I've lost him forever.
I know I've got my husband, stepdaughter & in-laws as family, and I'm very grateful to have them, but it's not quite the same.
I just feel at a loss today and angry and upset my life has turned out this way.
After a month of arguing, my mum has finally accepted I need space & has simply requested I return some of her stuff, instead of throwing accusations at me. It's a very bitter sweet feeling, as I know that her and my stepdad are currently toxic to me and my recovery.
I just feel very sad and empty today. I never ever thought I'd be going through life without my mum & brother around.
My brother (who is 11) doesn't want anything to do with me unless I'm nice to our mum, so I've lost him too. I'm heartbroken over this, but I know it's to better myself & not be under their control. I feel like I've lost him forever.
I know I've got my husband, stepdaughter & in-laws as family, and I'm very grateful to have them, but it's not quite the same.
I just feel at a loss today and angry and upset my life has turned out this way.