J_trustno1
MyPTSD Pro
I had a similar post about a month ago but it was slightly different to this one.
So far I am making some progress trying to accept myself but self-love is still not making that much progress as it needs to be. I have learned that I am not a dumb person and I have proofs for this. However, I am still struggling with the concept of beauty.
Recently I have noticed a lot of girls be at work, gym, public or "FACEBOOK" having layers and layers of make-up and they look out of the world beautiful. While on the other hand I don't do anything. I don't even know how to apply this stuff on. At the same time I am struggling with the concept of beauty. I know that no amount of make-up can make you look wonderful if you are feeling shit inside. But again, I don't understand how necessary this stuff is. These beauty products are packed with chemicals that clog your pores, can make you age faster than you would naturally.
I look younger than my age and have been told not once but majority of the time but with the low self-esteem issues I don't feel beautiful because I feel I cannot compete with the girls who do all that and wear dresses showing cleavage, tummy or short-dresses etc. I just can't be someone I'm not but what is beauty then? I feel that there is no acceptance in this world if you don't have layers of foundation on your face and you won't get any guy liking you because you can't beat those artificial beauties.
So what do you feel about this whole concept of looks and makeup?
So far I am making some progress trying to accept myself but self-love is still not making that much progress as it needs to be. I have learned that I am not a dumb person and I have proofs for this. However, I am still struggling with the concept of beauty.
Recently I have noticed a lot of girls be at work, gym, public or "FACEBOOK" having layers and layers of make-up and they look out of the world beautiful. While on the other hand I don't do anything. I don't even know how to apply this stuff on. At the same time I am struggling with the concept of beauty. I know that no amount of make-up can make you look wonderful if you are feeling shit inside. But again, I don't understand how necessary this stuff is. These beauty products are packed with chemicals that clog your pores, can make you age faster than you would naturally.
I look younger than my age and have been told not once but majority of the time but with the low self-esteem issues I don't feel beautiful because I feel I cannot compete with the girls who do all that and wear dresses showing cleavage, tummy or short-dresses etc. I just can't be someone I'm not but what is beauty then? I feel that there is no acceptance in this world if you don't have layers of foundation on your face and you won't get any guy liking you because you can't beat those artificial beauties.
So what do you feel about this whole concept of looks and makeup?