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I had my disability hearing like a week ago and the judge said I should be expecting a favorable decision. My attorney said that means I won.
My anxiety starting going through the roof about 3 days before the hearing... ok, that I expected. But it hasn't gone away! Always anxiety. No relief.
But of relief when I sleep except my sleep is fitful. Constantly waking up from some weird dream that I never remember the next day.
I just don't get it. Ive been waiting for this hearing for years... pushing myself to the time when I don't have to be homeless or be taking money from mother. And now that time has practically come and I'm WORSE??
My anxiety starting going through the roof about 3 days before the hearing... ok, that I expected. But it hasn't gone away! Always anxiety. No relief.
But of relief when I sleep except my sleep is fitful. Constantly waking up from some weird dream that I never remember the next day.
I just don't get it. Ive been waiting for this hearing for years... pushing myself to the time when I don't have to be homeless or be taking money from mother. And now that time has practically come and I'm WORSE??