Justmehere
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I had an appointment with the division of vocational rehabilitation today. I was triggered beyond reason while there. I asked to do a phone meeting instead of in person so I could walk off the anxiety. This was denied. I was told I must go in person immediately or get no services, no rescheduling. I went. I couldn't stop shaking. I asked to be left alone for 5 minutes. I never got it. I kept crying and shaking.
I left. They just emailed me saying they closed my case. I broke the communication rules by being so upset in the office. I can't even read the letter. They deemed I am unemployable. I started and I am running my own company part time in the 3 months working with them and they said I have not make enough progress towards employment.
I paid $1,300 in services to get evals done for them.
I can't think right now. I am completely losing it. My therapist is gone and I started crying and shaking all over on the phone with the doctor. I've been self injuring. I STARTED MY OWN COMPANY THAT I AM MAKING A SMALL BUT REAL INCOME OFF OF, WITHOUT THEIR HELP, AND THEY SAID I MADE NO PROGRESS TOWARDS EMPLOYMENT.
I CAN'T TAKE THIS! I am NEVER good enough!
I don't know how or why but I am having a complete nervous breakdown right now. Maybe I need to be in a hospital.
I left. They just emailed me saying they closed my case. I broke the communication rules by being so upset in the office. I can't even read the letter. They deemed I am unemployable. I started and I am running my own company part time in the 3 months working with them and they said I have not make enough progress towards employment.
I paid $1,300 in services to get evals done for them.
I can't think right now. I am completely losing it. My therapist is gone and I started crying and shaking all over on the phone with the doctor. I've been self injuring. I STARTED MY OWN COMPANY THAT I AM MAKING A SMALL BUT REAL INCOME OFF OF, WITHOUT THEIR HELP, AND THEY SAID I MADE NO PROGRESS TOWARDS EMPLOYMENT.
I CAN'T TAKE THIS! I am NEVER good enough!
I don't know how or why but I am having a complete nervous breakdown right now. Maybe I need to be in a hospital.