I have been in therapy for PTSD since 2007. So far I have decided to cut off ties to my parents. Even if I am around them for a very short time, I am triggered. Well, my problem is my sister. We have knock outs when it comes to my parents. Me being the oldest, I took the most abuse while growing up, she on the other hand, was moms favorite, so she does not remember the abuse. I remember my sister helped my mom in the abuse, and I am feeling very resentful right now. Yes, I am angry... so when I talk to my sister, esp. when it comes to family I am triggered.
I have decided to give up on family right now. Family to me right now is a joke. I want peace...like now..
I have decided to give up on family right now. Family to me right now is a joke. I want peace...like now..