18 years old, struggling through college. Diagnosed with ptsd after an abusive relationship and feel like I have no one left to turn to for help. My friends are few and far, most done have much to offer other than a “sorry to hear that”, others I don’t feel close enough with to share my issues. Dad isn’t in the picture, mom is too focused on my sister being pregnant to ever ask about me anymore. My therapist makes me feel like I’m a waste of her time, she brushes off my problems and asks why I even need therapy anymore. My abusive ex moved away for a few months and I just got word that he’s moving back this week. I’m barely getting by in school, my whole family is revolving around my sister and what she needs, and I can’t seem to hold a job, and I know it’s goinf to get worse with my ex back. Court won’t renew my restraining order and I don’t have the funds to move away myself. Life just seems so pointless. Where do I turn to now?