Today has been a testing day, the urge to create deep wounds is almost unbearable. The voices seams louder then normal and the anxiety has reached its boiling point. I tried make today normal for the sake of my family but found myself either looking at the ground or staring into the blue sky.
I feel so sad, I feel so alone even tho I have loved ones around. I want to cry, I want to fight, I want pain so that I don't have to face what is really going on.
My meds just make me feel crazier.
Its just been a blue day :(
I feel so sad, I feel so alone even tho I have loved ones around. I want to cry, I want to fight, I want pain so that I don't have to face what is really going on.
My meds just make me feel crazier.
Its just been a blue day :(