Keepingthefaith5
Learning
Since my previous post, the storm seems to have settled. I still have anger here and there in him confiding more to her than me. I've been praying and reaching out to my pastors. He's finally getting help with ptsd and going to pain management which I am happy. I slightly try and talk about the previous weeks and he listens and we have little discussions on what we should do next. With him I am such a push over, bc I would have left already if it was another relationship. I can't help but feel like one minute were are ok and we are going to arrive at the same destination so to speak and then the next it's all uncertainty. I told him it's not fair to me. I need to have a more clear understanding on where we stand and where we are going. He always says that he can't live without me and that he doesn't want to let me go. That he loves me and needs me more in his life now. And then later on, he'll say just because we love each other and care for one another doesn't mean we have to be together. We can be great friends. That "this is the beginning of everything." Pull and push pull and push. Ugh.
I've never been with him here before. I read around this site that this is common, and trust me, I am not a newbie to ptsd. We both aren't done and we have gone thru so so so much together, that it seems silly to throw it all away.
Insight/advice welcome from both sides. For supporters what did you do to better the situation? Did you stay and fight? When did you call it quits?
Sometimes I wish I can see what he really is thinking?
I've never been with him here before. I read around this site that this is common, and trust me, I am not a newbie to ptsd. We both aren't done and we have gone thru so so so much together, that it seems silly to throw it all away.
Insight/advice welcome from both sides. For supporters what did you do to better the situation? Did you stay and fight? When did you call it quits?
Sometimes I wish I can see what he really is thinking?