My husband although still scant memories has been having some. Now I feel this unbearable hate toward his mother like I want to go and just punch the crap out of her. I wouldn't do that but I just want to go off. I know that I have to leave it and I have worked through a lot of it but it is there.Also I feel why should she been living a happy life while my husband has gone through hell and is just starting to claw his way back. I dont talk about her to him as she is a major trigger.
His father and step dad have passed so although I feel angry toward them I know there is nothing I can do with them.
Maybe it is because as a mother I cant imagine being so selfish or abusive to my own child or any child for that matter. Ah I am happy but this nawing feeling of wanting to do something to make her realise is there. We have no contact with her at all and there will never be any because it triggers my dh to want to commit suicide.
Does anyone else feel this way?
Things are still going really well. :)
His father and step dad have passed so although I feel angry toward them I know there is nothing I can do with them.
Maybe it is because as a mother I cant imagine being so selfish or abusive to my own child or any child for that matter. Ah I am happy but this nawing feeling of wanting to do something to make her realise is there. We have no contact with her at all and there will never be any because it triggers my dh to want to commit suicide.
Does anyone else feel this way?
Things are still going really well. :)