Lately, my nightmares have faded and somewhat disappeared. But on Monday night, I had a nightmare like none I've ever had before.
Like I have made clear, I am a spiritually inclined person. But I wasn't always that way. An ex from two years ago who I have not seen, heard from, or talked to since I moved cities appeared in my dream alongside the "best friend" who abused me.
I was an angry, hateful person and once, all my friends tried to hold an exorcism because they thought I was "possessed"
Anyways, that's some background information.
The nightmare itself left me frightened and confused.
It started with me sent off somewhere, I think a boarding school or a mental hospital. We were placed in a room, and both my uber-religious ex and my abuser were in front of us, looking down on us like we were garbage. They scanned the crowd and picked me and a girl with ram's horns out of the group. I looked down to see occult symbols all over my body.
They began to call us demon spawn, and told us we needed to be sacrificed. As they grabbed a hacksaw to cut the girl's horns off, I screamed at my ex and cussed him out. A white light came from my eyes as my fury grew bigger. After I had stopped, they dragged us to a dark room where they strapped the girl to a table and brutally tortured her, forcing me to watch. Just as I was strapped down to the table I was awoken.
I have tried with several people to decipher this dream, but it makes absolutely no sense. Why am I dreaming about people who haven't been in my life for years? Who is the girl in the ram horns? What does this all mean?
Like I have made clear, I am a spiritually inclined person. But I wasn't always that way. An ex from two years ago who I have not seen, heard from, or talked to since I moved cities appeared in my dream alongside the "best friend" who abused me.
I was an angry, hateful person and once, all my friends tried to hold an exorcism because they thought I was "possessed"
Anyways, that's some background information.
The nightmare itself left me frightened and confused.
It started with me sent off somewhere, I think a boarding school or a mental hospital. We were placed in a room, and both my uber-religious ex and my abuser were in front of us, looking down on us like we were garbage. They scanned the crowd and picked me and a girl with ram's horns out of the group. I looked down to see occult symbols all over my body.
They began to call us demon spawn, and told us we needed to be sacrificed. As they grabbed a hacksaw to cut the girl's horns off, I screamed at my ex and cussed him out. A white light came from my eyes as my fury grew bigger. After I had stopped, they dragged us to a dark room where they strapped the girl to a table and brutally tortured her, forcing me to watch. Just as I was strapped down to the table I was awoken.
I have tried with several people to decipher this dream, but it makes absolutely no sense. Why am I dreaming about people who haven't been in my life for years? Who is the girl in the ram horns? What does this all mean?