cntrymom08466
Confident
I was in chat and someone suggested I post and ask others what this could be? I'm not sure what it is or where it belongs on here, but here goes.
Today and yesterday I have been remembering a certain incident or day when my ex, my kids' father, got real angry and kicked our tv and broke the children's gingerbread houses that were sitting on top. Then proceeded to kick the high chair our youngest had been sitting in a short time before and then stormed out. I don't remember what set him off, but it usually didn't take much. I always remember walking on egg shells trying not to make him angry. He was bi-polar and didn't like to stay on medication. He didn't hit us..it did come out that he had been abusing our children in a different way, but months and months later. But my whole life with him was like walking in a mine field. It's just holidays seem to be bringing back more memories. Are these flashbacks? There was no "abuse/hitting". Or is it just memories?
Today and yesterday I have been remembering a certain incident or day when my ex, my kids' father, got real angry and kicked our tv and broke the children's gingerbread houses that were sitting on top. Then proceeded to kick the high chair our youngest had been sitting in a short time before and then stormed out. I don't remember what set him off, but it usually didn't take much. I always remember walking on egg shells trying not to make him angry. He was bi-polar and didn't like to stay on medication. He didn't hit us..it did come out that he had been abusing our children in a different way, but months and months later. But my whole life with him was like walking in a mine field. It's just holidays seem to be bringing back more memories. Are these flashbacks? There was no "abuse/hitting". Or is it just memories?