Was diagnosed in 04 but my life was not very good before that. I'm constantly depressed even though I've been on meds for almost three years. I see my social worker every other week and do inpatient therapy once a year anywhere from 30 to 45 days. I think its getting worse as my wife is at her wits end. I recently graduated from Grand Valley State University and that should be a good thing but I got in trouble with the law and I think thats pretty much ruined any chance at a career in the immediate future. I was speeding and a cop flashed his lights at me and I took off. I don't even remember fleeing but I eventually pulled over. Obviously charged with flee and elude in the 4th since for 33 years I had no criminal history. I still don't remember why I did it. I would've thought the court system would have granted me a brake, other than not sending me to jail as I just got probation, but its still a felony. This is just bothering me to no end. I already had enough problems but that put the cherry on top. I don't even have any friends anymore to talk to. I pushed them all away. I guess I've vented enough now. I suppose I'm not the only one out there. Perhaps someone has some advice for me. I don't know where to take my career aspirations with this felony hanging over my head.