When i was a kid I went through some pretty messed up stuff. I saw my first dead body at seven and saw someone get shot and die at nine. Theres plenty of messed up gang stuff where I live. I've learned to live with it. But a couple weeks ago I was walking to school with my best friend, more of a brother, and shots started going off. He got hit along with a 5 year old girl and a couple other people. I just cant get the though out of my head. I got disagnosed with ptsd and Ive just been strugling. Yesterday I found out that it was a drug deal gone wrong and the kid that shot my friend was 15 years old. Not old enough to drive. How to be ok from this?